Ever since my 1st born was approx 8months I noticed a deterioration in my mood I initially thought it was PND as I was extreammly moody, down, life just felt like it was too much too handle. As time went on I kept a diary of when I felt like this. I noticed it was usually a week prior my monthly cycle. These feelings would last a maximum of 4days but they were 4 days of hell. Recently I found during this period I would have suicidal thoughts which really concerned me so I finally got the courage to go and see my Gp a year later only to be told it's PMS.....now being moody I can cope with feeling suicidal I think this may be more than just pms. Feeling very lost as I don't feel I'm being taken seriously based on the fact I appear normal on the exterior. Has anyone experienced this?