Christina, do send me a PM if you want to ask some more questions but you have every right to have a home birth as long as you're not high risk (that's how it was explained to us). Kings currently has an East and West team plus some case loading midwives who see the same women. We had our baby girl with the East team last year, didn't make the decision until about 32/33weeks, it was an excellent experience, our midwife on the day was brilliant, professional, caring and supportive whilst the second midwife who joined us was the wonderful Ariadna Sole who we had done private antenatal classes with but who works as a community midwife also. I'm sure if you picked up the phone and asked Ariadna for a consultation she would be able to give you advice and confidence that you don't need to go private, obviously if you want a small midwife team to look after you private can be the only way unless you can get on one of the caseloading teams which is very tricky unless you live in the right area or have mental health needs, thankfully there are plans to make the system more fair in the future so that across the Kings community area women can have access to caseloading midwives. http://www.ariadnasole.com