Lovely, beautifully said I would say If you want to know if there is a God/Creative force/Higher Intelligence just ask for HELP. Ask for help to find a parking space, help with understanding anything, help with what ever you need help with, sincerely ask for help. I think the reason many find God in their darkest hours is that asking for help can take some humility. Then don't forget to remember to listen out (including to your own thoughts and feelings), watch out and notice what happens. Have Fun.